So I started blogging a while ago but stopped because I gave up...I realized how I always read other peoples blogs because I feel updated on their life, so I thought I should give it another shot. I can't sleep also, so this is a good time! Its 1:24 am and I woke up wide awake...annoying!! I don't know why but its been happening a lot lately, I think its because I have a lot on my mind. I've been busy with full time work, full time school, Lane and working out, its strange that I've been feeling bored. Caroline says I will not die of bordom, but I question that some days! Lane is amazing as usual...she is smart, sweet and so full of life. She tells me things that make me laugh constantly. She does not understand why adults won't trick or treat, she says "Mommy I know you eat candy, why won't you trick or treat!" It's hard to explain to a four year old that it would be creapy if mommy went to the neighbors in a costume and said, "trick or treat!" So I just say that people don't like to give adults candy, were not as cute. I love my job, I got promoted a few months ago and I don't think there is anything else I would rather be doing. I really feel lucky to be so happy. I started to really run a lot more lately and slowly but surely I am starting to like it...I do not want to do the ironman like my parents, but I do like it! My little niece Hadley is four weeks away from being here and I have not been this excited since I had Lane. My sister Rebecca is so special to me and when she told me she was having this baby I screamed and then cried because I was so happy. I still tear up when I see ultrasound pictures of my niece, I cannot wait to meet her. Lane's not sure how we have pictures if she is still in Aunt Becca's tummy, she thinks it is a conspirecy and that Hadley is really here and she just hasn't met her! I'm not sure where time has gone...it doesn't seem long ago that Becca and I were lighting matches in the back yard as kids! Now we are Mom's and have lives. My Nana is in the hospital..she is my step Dad's Mom, but that makes no difference, she is my Nana. She has been loving Becca and I since my Mom met Hartley and she is amazing. One of the strongest women I have ever seen in my life. At 87 she is fighting cancer and if you had a conversation with her you would never know it. She is incredible to watch...the last time I was home Lane ran to her and she picked her up! I love her so much.
So there is an update.. I will keep posting this time..its good for me.
